Hey everybody! I hope all is going well with everyone <3
This year has been a whirlwind of emotions for me, and as a result I have not had the capacity to pour into this community. I started off this year strong working on Step Into Overflow but on February 15th my grandmother passed… Grief hit me hard and it still hurts to think about the fact she is no longer Earth-side and physically present, but I found the strength to finish up the series on March 3rd only for my dog/precious little infant of 11 years to pass away on March 24th. My heart was beyond broken with back to back deaths of those I love and all I wanted to do was isolate. I had no energy to write, no energy to affirm, no energy to dance, no energy to garden. I felt like a zombie just going with the motions. However, in that time I learned the importance of pouring from a full cup. I wanted to come back to manifestraven so many times this year, but every time it felt as if I was pulling from a place of lack and this community was not created from that place and I refuse to welcome that energy here. Therefore I took a step back and connected with my physical reality in ways I’ve never done before.
God/Source has brought people into my life that remind me how relative time is because 5 hours with them feels like 30 minutes. God/Source has brought opportunities to me that evoked memories of the life I wanted after college in terms of my career and education. God/Source has answered so many of the prayers I prayed years ago. I have been blessed with my very first car, I have been blessed to join a dance crew (which has always been a childhood dream of mine), and I have been blessed with opportunities to travel! I have overcome fears that I used to visualize overcoming and I have more confidence in myself and my abilities to make sound decisions. God/Source has blessed me in many ways this year and for that I am eternally grateful.
So although this year started with streaks of grief it has taught me so much about myself, my mind, and my spirit. It has strengthened my faith in myself and God/Source. This year has forced me to become an active participant in my physical reality instead of a passive observer.
We are spiritual beings having a human experience and I’ve noticed a pattern within myself and others in this community that as we learn more about the spirit realm, different dimensions, reality creation, laws of the universe etc. we sometimes forget to actively apply what we learn. Living your life and being present is one of the most spiritual acts you can do! We are all here to learn from life, so actively live your life in order to gain wisdom and share what you were meant to share!
Happy to say my cup is filling up and I am ready to come back and share pieces of wisdom I pick up on my journey and continue to spread the message to LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE!
Peace, Love, and Light to you all<3
my precious little infant
**not posting a picture of my grandmother because she would not like that at all lol